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Omegle is no fun today :( 

I hope he remembers me.

I got so lost in the idea of being loved.

I wish I could get rid of it and be a soulless people

I am so tired of being all alone

Fighting by myself

I never had a problem with money.
I got what I want most of the time.
I have a mother and a father.
And I am living with them.
But I never had a family.

I might look happy and okay from the outside.
But no I don’t care what people have been through
I am sad
I am broken
And I cry most of the time
I am so lonely
I pray the God I wish someone would come along
And take me all out of this

I tried
I swear
I tried not to pray
I tried to be better 
Just by myself
But I can’t do it

I need someone
Someone I can trust
Someone really loves me
Cause there is nothing left from me

I can’t do this anymore
I always dream of someone else’s presence with me
I am never alone in my dreams
This why I never wanted wake up

I want to be loved
and cared
Is it too much ?

I fall in love with his idea. 

He showed up,asked me why i liked rain so much.

He even told me that his dad lived near to my city while he lived in another country and that maybe he can come this summer to there.

Wanted to borrow my totoro pajamas,wanted to kiss me and asked me to marry him jokingly.

Ah, I even said yes,I felt like this was it. 

We talked about things we love and oh lord it was so easy to talk with him. We had a lot in common.

And he knew how to talk,at least for me,i was totally impressed.

Then he stopped texting,I didn’t even know his name and I couldn’t find him.

Now I suffer,you see how can exchanging messages can affect people.

So please if you like someone and send anonymous messages to them,don’t leave them behind wondering what happened cause they might fall for you too. 

I don’t understand why my main blog’s queue is on this blog.

You love the one you need or the one you really love is the one you love when you are in your best position ?

Is love about becoming a whole person with someone or is it just a strong feeling you dragged into ?

I think I am growing up a little bit.

I think I am changing.

I think I don’t need you anymore.

shinykari:

onceuponabopper:

Reblog if you’ve ever watched a tv show or movie because of one specific actor in it.

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littlemixbutts:

if you ever get really embarrassed just remember that mitt romney prepared a victory speech and launched his official presidential website before the election was over and that motherfucker lost and now he’s fallen off the face of the earth out of shame

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